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According to this
extremely disturbing report, Monarch Program
mind-control survivors claim to have been used as
high-tech slaves by certain intelligence agencies and
top-ranking politicians.

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About the Author:

Uri Dowbenko is CEO of New Improved Entertainment Corp.








High-tech slavery is alive and well on planet Earth. Ever since
World War II when the United States Government's

Project Paperclip
sponsored the resettlement of about 2,000 high-level Nazis in the
United States, the technology of mind-control programming has
advanced rapidly.

"The Germans under the Nazi
government began to do serious scientific research into
trauma-based mind control," write

Fritz Springmeier and Cisco
Wheeler in their book,

The Illuminati Formula used to create an
Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave.





"Under the auspices of
the Kaiser Wilhelm Medical Institute in Berlin, Josef Mengele
conducted mind-control research on thousands of twins and
thousands of other hapless victims."

Mengele, known as "the Angel of Death",
was one of the approximately 900 military scientists and medical
researchers secretly exfiltrated into the United States, where he
continued his 'research' and trained others in the black arts of
mind control.





This work in behavior manipulation was
later incorporated into the CIA's projects Bluebird and Artichoke
which, in 1953, became the notorious

MKULTRA. The CIA claims that
these programs were discontinued, but there is no credible evidence
that "The Search for the Manchurian Candidate" (the title of the
definitive book by John Marks) ever ceased.



In fact, Captain John McCarthy, US Army Special Forces (Ret.), who
ran CIA assassination teams out of Saigon during the Vietnam War,
told his friend, LAPD whistleblower Mike Ruppert, that,

"MKULTRA is a CIA acronym that
officially stands for 'Manufacturing Killers Utilizing Lethal
Tradecraft Requiring Assassinations'".

Thus the CIA's official obsession with
producing programmed killers through the MKULTRA contained more than
149 sub-programs in fields ranging from biology, pharmacology,
psychology to laser physics and ESP.



More recently, new evidence points to the continuous use of
so-called trauma-based programming techniques to accomplish the same
goal. This includes the deliberate induction of Multiple Personality
Disorder (MPD) in involuntary human subjects - in essence, human
guinea pigs.



MPD has been reclassified by the American Psychiatric Association as
Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). The psychiatrists' bible, the
Diagnostic and Statistical Manual (DSM-IV, p. 487), characterizes it
by:

1. 
   The presence of two or more
   distinct personality states
2. 
   At least two of these identities
   or personality states recurrently take control of the
   person's behaviour
3. 
   Inability to recall important
   personal information that is too extensive to be explained
   by ordinary forgetfulness
4. 
   The disturbance is not due to
   the direct physiological effects of a substance or a general
   medical condition

No matter what name is assigned to the
problem, however, to create this condition by conscious intent is an
atrocity so depraved that trauma-based mind-control programming
remains the de facto Secret Holocaust of the 20th century.





Known as the Monarch Project, it has
been verified and corroborated by numerous survivors like Cathy
O'Brien, author of

TranceFormation of America, Brice Taylor, author
of Starshine, and K. Sullivan, author of MK. No paper trail has been
found which
leads from the CIA's MKULTRA program to the Monarch
Project - a catchword for mind control which involves US military,
CIA, NASA and other government agencies.




The Franklin Cover-up, attorney John W. DeCamp's groundbreaking book
about high-level pedophilia, also describes the sordid details of
Monarch.

"Drugs are not the deepest level of
government-sponsored evil," he writes. "I think the lowest level
of Hell is reserved for those who conjured up and carried out
the 'Monarch Project'. 'Monarch' refers to young people in
America who were victims of mind-control experiments run either
by US government agencies such as CIA or military intelligence
agencies."

DeCamp's client, Monarch abuse survivor
Paul Bonacci, has a story which parallels the victimology of
O'Brien, Taylor and Sullivan - an extensive cross-corroboration of
perpetrators and their methodology. It's simply,

"the production of a
horde of children in whom the soul is crushed, who would spy, @+$**,
kill and commit suicide", in the words of investigative reporter
Anton Chaitkin, quoted by DeCamp in his book.

Recovering Monarch victims speak of ongoing trauma through "ritual
abuse", also known as "satanic ritual abuse" because of the
identifiable iconography of a belief structure associated with
Satanism or Luciferianism. By using drugs, hypnosis, torture and
electroshock, the Monarch criminal perpetrators have produced new
and succeeding generations of victims.



This is not science fiction, but science fact. MPD involves the
creation of personality "alters": alternative personalities or
personality fragments which can be used for specific tasks - usually
for illegal activities like delivering drugs or other black-market
activities (mules), messages (couriers) or killings (assassins).
These alters, or soul fragments, are segregated and
compartmentalized within the victim's mind by the repeated use of
stun guns, drugs and hypnosis, which isolates the memories of their
experiences.



An alter can be accessed by anyone who knows the "codes" or
"triggers". These triggers, which induce an altered or trance state
in a programmed victim, can be anything including telephone tones,
nursery rhymes, dialogue from certain movies or hand signals.



According to Springmeier and Wheeler, whose 468-page book has become
a reference in the field,

"...the basis for the success of the
Monarch mind-control programming is that different personalities
or personality parts called 'alters' can be created who do not
know each other, but who can take the body at different times.





The amnesia walls that are built by
traumas form a protective shield of secrecy that prevents the
abusers from being found out and prevents the front
personalities who hold the body much of the time to know how
their system of alters is being used."

The mind-control programming, however,
has not worked according to plan. In fact, the perpetrators, in
their arrogance and hubris, never dreamed that their methods could
fail. The retrieval of survivors' photographic-like memories of
actual abuse incidents, including images, sounds and smells,
constitutes a major exposure of human rights abuses. These victims
bear witness to the secret atrocities of the so-called

New World
Order.







MORE ON
ILLUMINATI MIND CONTROL



According to John Coleman, author of

Conspirators Hierarchy: The Committee of 300:

"...the Illuminati is very much
alive and well in America... Since the Illuminati is also known
as Satanism, it must follow that the CIA was controlled by a
Satanist while Dulles had charge of it. The same holds true for
George Bush [a member of the

Order of Skull and Bones].




"Given the ghastly mind-control
experiments constantly being conducted by the CIA, and its past
connections to fiendish monsters like Dr Campbell and Dr
Sidney
Gottlieb, it does not take much to conclude that the CIA follows
satanic roads," Coleman concludes in his monograph, "Illuminati
in America".

With regards to,

"the brainwashing capabilities of

the Tavistock Institute as well as US Department of Defense
projects like the Advanced Research Project Agency", Coleman
writes that "...the bottom line of the projects is mind control
as predicted by the book, The Technotronic Era, by Zbigniew
Brzezinski. The project goes by the name 'Monarch Program' and
it is a vast project involving not only the CIA but the Army,
Air Force and Navy with all of their skills and vast resources."

SULLIVAN'S
TRAVELS



The horrific torture and sexual abuse of children, also called
"satanic ritual abuse", has been a key component in the creation of
mind-controlled slaves.



Mind-control survivor K. Sullivan has written an astounding book
called MK, a fictionalized account of her life, which describes the
world of multiple personalities. To her credit, Sullivan has been
able to reconstruct from her memories the actual mechanics and
methodology of going from one alter state to another.





A programmed assassin and sex slave,
Sullivan says she was abused and raped by Robert Maxwell, Henry
Kissinger, George Bush and Billy Graham, among others. One of her
controllers was deceased CIA operative James Jesus Angleton, who has
been widely regarded as a KGB and Mossad asset.



In a recent interview, Sullivan spoke about her background as a
"family-generational slave" to the elite and about her stepfather,
now deceased, who was initially her primary programmer. His cover
was a church-going, upstanding citizen, a professional mechanical
and systems engineer with a curious interest in robotics.

"There were a number of people who
trained, conditioned, then broke my will, broke my psyche and
programmed me in different altered states," she said in a recent
interview. "My father was the one who did me the most. He did it
through terror. He did it through torture. He was a very
brilliant man, and he seemed to enjoy doing it to me and other
children."

Confirming that her father was "horribly
abused as a child", Sullivan added:

"I know that for certain. His father
was a Welsh Druid who had been sold as a child to a ship captain
who brought him over to the US. At least that's the mentality in
my family, for slavery of children to be okay. I heard this from
older family members. They've never denied it. But my
grandfather was a covert Druid as well. I'm sure he brought the
religion over with him.




One of the things he would do is go
to the graveyard near his house and dig up bodies, then take
them into the basement and take them apart and have fun with
them. And he also did rituals out in the woods sometimes at
night. He would sacrifice babies. And I was exposed to that. So
I'm sure my father was, too, which left him no other alternative
but to become like his father."

And how is this behavior related to
Satanism or is it just generational child abuse?

"I think it's both," she answered
slowly. "And what it boils down to is these people are doing
illegal activities. Criminals tend to find criminals. They tend
to gravitate toward each other. It's amazing how they can find
each other out. My grandfather developed connections to the
Mafia in our area. I understand it was the Colombo family.





I don't know what he did exactly,
but I do have one memory of riding in a cement truck where he
and other drivers with cement trucks were using the cement from
the trucks to bury several bodies. So I guess they just did
whatever needed to be done. That was in New York and
Pennsylvania. My father was an assassin as well as other things,
and these people really enjoy killing people. He killed people
more for favors than for hire. He got to have as many kids as
he wanted to raise."

Her father also had CIA and
NASA connections.

"The CIA work seems to be rather
covert. He worked for Western Electric and later on for AT&T,"
Sullivan said. "I found out, since then, that Western Electric
has had very strong CIA ties. I have been able to go through
some of his papers since his death in 1990, and I have found on
his desk calendar for that year that he had several contacts
with NASA.




Since then I have remembered that
there were several facilities that he took me to that were NASA
facilities. The NASA connections seem to be directly connected
to the Paperclip connection. The Nazis were brought into the
country and then were integrated into the NASA structure after
the war.



"My father, because of his Celtic background, had very low
self-esteem," continued Sullivan. "Being exposed to some of
these Nazi war criminals seemed to mean a whole lot to him
because he had a mother that was German. Between the Celtic
background and a German mother, these men built up his
self-esteem as far as being Aryan. He very much identified with
them, and I think, from what I understand, he got a lot of his
training especially from one man I knew as Dr Schwartz.





He had slightly wavy black hair and
very dark eyes. He was slim. I can't say his height because I
was just a child. He had a definite German accent. People called
him Herr Doctor or Dr Schwartz, one of the two. Sometimes he was
called Dr Black. He was a pedophile for sure and he was a very
cold man. He liked to make kids think that they would feel safe
with him, but he would do something that would upset the
children and then they would be afraid of him after that."

MULTI-MODE
PROGRAMMING



Sullivan said that she was used to sexually service both males and
females in the Beta mode, and to do assassination, bodyguarding and
intrusions in hostage situations in the Delta mode.



And what is Alpha, Beta, Delta and Theta programming?

"Alpha was the basis for all the
other programs," she continued. "It seems to be where a lot of
information was stored in my memory, in my mind, that was used
by programmers to develop the other programs. It's where some of
my more generic alter states were also stored. Beta was the
sexual servicing part of me. They also sometimes called the
alter state 'Barbie'. It was supposed to be named after Klaus
Barbie."

Like Barbie doll?



Survivors Cathy O'Brien and Brice Taylor were also subjected to
Beta, or sex-slave, programming. They, like actress Marilyn Monroe,
were called "presidential models", mind-controlled slaves for the
use of high-level politicians.



According to Springmeier's book,

"...in 1981, the New World Order
made training films for their novice programmers. Monarch slave
Cathy O'Brien was used to make the film How To Divide a
Personality and How To Create a Sex Slave. Two Huntsville porn
photographers were used to help NASA create these training
films."

Sullivan recalled:

"I was used both as a child and as
an adult in those alter states, and I had more than one. In
those alter states I would not resist. I had no anger. I was an
absolute sexual slave and I would do whatever I was told to do."

Delta programming is military-assassin
programming that has trickled into popular consciousness through
movies like La Femme Nikita, its American remake, Point of No
Return, and The Long Kiss Goodnight.



Regarding the Delta programming, Sullivan said:

"...it was when I was used to do
hits, kills, and also bodyguarding and hostage extraction. I had
a great number of alter personalities that had specialized
training and had different modes to do different things."

Why was the training kept separate for
different alters?

"Part of it was so I wouldn't recall
too much at any one time - if I did start to remember," she
said. "And also because they hand-pick each part out for a
certain type of situation. If you had a part coming out that was
very loyal to people that that part was bodyguarding, you don't
want that part going off and killing somebody. And you don't
want a part that's specifically programmed to kill coming out
and feeling sorry for the target. So you have to keep the
emotions and the motives separate as well. And so that's why
they had to have different parts."

Sullivan's description of Theta
programming seems to correlate with the development and use of
so-called extrasensory powers and extraphysical abilities.

"Theta was where they used - I don't
like the word 'psychic' because I think it's been so misused -
thought energy," she said.




"I just knew it as magnetic-type
energy from the individual to do a number of different things
that they were experimenting with, including long-distance mind
connection with other people - even in other countries. I guess
you would call it 'remote viewing' - where I could see what a
person was doing in another state in a room or something like
that.



"It was both actual programming and experimentation. Because
what they did - they kept it encapsulated in several parts of
me, several altered states. It was a lot of training, a lot of
experimentation."

Theta programming also implies the use
of thought energy to kill someone at a distance.

"A lot of times I ran across other
victims with Theta programming," Sullivan said in a recent CKLN
radio interview. "One of the movie and book themes they used
extensively was Dune, by Frank Herbert. It won't be too hard to
figure because what they taught us was that we could cause
things to happen to other people. It was to build up rage
inside.




It would come out in a form of pure
energy that would hit them... They had talked about people
imploding internally in their digestive organs. I don't know
because I can't see what goes on inside another body, but I do
know that it does work."

The calculated admixture of doing good
and evil seems to be a hallmark of the Illuminati methodology. It's
as if they recognize, at a spiritual level, that all the horrible
karma they create can be balanced by generous philanthropic
gestures; for example, giving a billion dollars to the United
Nations, or other feats of extraordinary compassion.

"Also, they tried to use me for
hands-on healing because I had a grandmother who was a healer
from Sweden," said Sullivan.




"So they were trying - that was me
and several other survivors I talked to since - to use them in
that mode also. And hands-on healing means that you would focus
electromagnetic energy into the other person's body."

BRICE TAYLOR'S
ORDEAL



Another book, Brice Taylor's

Starshine: One Woman's Valiant
Escape from Mind Control, corroborates Cathy O'Brien's and K.
Sullivan's experiences. Even though it's a fictionalized account,
the book clearly indicates that major crimes have been - and are
being - committed by the major players of the world's power elites.



Brice Taylor was also a "presidential model", and in a recent
interview she went into intimate details of her many experiences
with politicians promoting the New World Order.

"What it [being a presidential
model] means," she explained, "is that your program is to have
sex with presidents; and I did overhear this, that different
politicians were encouraged to use CIA escorts for sex, so they
wouldn't be in a vulnerable position if they ever disclosed any
national security secrets to anyone on the outside, or for
blackmail."

And how would she characterize this
so-called New World Order?

"It is an attempt to bring in a
One
World Government in which elite families have things the way
they want. Their belief was that the planet was overpopulated
and that something had to be done: psychological and biological
warfare. They considered mind control as a tool, their ace in
the hole, something really different that would act as an
invisible weapon."

ADVENTURES
WITH HENRY K. AND THE COUNCIL



In her recovery, Brice Taylor also had memories of being used by
Henry Kissinger as a mind-controlled courier.

"If you program someone to have a
perfect photographic memory and total recall, then you have the
capacity to be able to deal with many different tasks and
assignments simultaneously," she explains.





"Henry Kissinger
created a 'mindfile' inside of my head. I would be sent around to all these
leaders to keep their data - on some of their projects or
whatever their agenda was - sorted. When they'd meet people, I
would be programmed by either Kissinger or Nelson Rockefeller.
This was in the mid-1960s."

But who's running the 'show'?

"I think there's this other layer
that I call 'the Council' in my book," Taylor explained. "I know
that this is a group of men that stand head and shoulders above
even Kissinger and the Rockefellers. They have been genetically
engineered in a way that they have [she hesitated, searching for
the right words] different leadership abilities and that they
are actually the ones running the plan."

They refer to themselves as "the
Council"?

"Yes. When I was telling other
people within the intelligence community about it that were
involved in it, they said they call themselves the Council. The
CIA has all these mind-control operatives that are working for
the Government.




Then there's the Council, which also
understands about the mind-control project. But the Council is
not CIA controlled. They could take someone like myself and be
able to debrief me to find out what my agenda was."

MORE BAD
MEMORIES



And how did Ms Taylor first figure out she was suffering from MPD
and that she was a programmed multiple?

"It started in 1985," said Taylor.
"I had a very serious car accident in which my head went through
the windshield. I began to have memory flashes like a memory
bleed-through from one alter to another. I think what occurred
was I began having access to both sides of my brain.




Before, with all the sophisticated
programming, half my brain was shut away from me. Now the neuron
pathways had opened up because of the accident. I know of other
women who have also had memories come back."

So a blow to the brain had broken up the
programming?

"Exactly," she said. "What happened
is my memories began coming back. I was in school, working on my
Master's degree in psychology, when a flood of memories came
back. I have a closet full of journals. I wrote down everything
I was remembering.




Once I got to a certain level, I had
a lot of therapeutic support because, every time I'd start
remembering, I'd want to hurt myself or kill myself. I lost
control of my body in a car on the freeway in the fast lane one
time as I was trying to really understand how programming
worked. I was trying to understand from inside; a part of me was
trying to explain programming to me, and I was on the freeway in
the fast lane and I could not move my body. It was terrifying.
These are the kinds of things I had to constantly fight.



"When I deprogrammed I literally spent two years in my bedroom,
drinking coffee, just writing everything down," she said. "They
programmed me with perfect photographic memory. When memories
came back, like the ones with Kissinger, I not only could hear
his words and his voice, I could smell his cigar. I could smell
his farts. I mean, I could hear and see as I remembered
everything in my mind."

THE SATANIC
RITUAL MURDER CONNECTION



Missing children, sexual abuse of children and pedophilia around the
world all point to the involvement of an organized network of
high-level criminals who covertly control the legal system. Former
FBI agent and private investigator Ted Gunderson agrees.





He claims that,

"there's a considerable overlap from
various groups and organizations, but one of the driving forces
is the satanic cult movement today".

In his video, Satanism and the CIA's
International Trafficking of Children, Gunderson refers to the
notorious black magician
Aleister Crowley.

"The Satanists have used his
writings as a guide," he says, referring to Crowley's

Magick in
Theory and Practice.

In Chapter XII, "Of the Bloody
Sacrifice" (p. 94), Crowley writes:

"It would be unwise to condemn as
irrational the practice of those savages who tear the heart and
liver from an adversary and devour them while yet warm. In any
case it was the theory of the ancient Magicians that any living
being is a storehouse of energy, varying in quantity according
to the size and health of the animal, and in quality according
to its mental and moral character. At the death of the animal
this energy is liberated suddenly.



"The animal should therefore be killed within the Circle [the
satanic circle] or the Triangle, as the case may be, so that its
energy cannot escape. An animal should be selected whose nature
accords with that of the ceremony - thus by sacrificing a female
lamb one would not obtain any appreciate quantity of the fierce
energy useful to the Magician who was invoking Mars.




In such a case a ram would be more
suitable. And this ram should be virgin - the whole potential of
its original total energy should not have been diminished in any
way. For the highest spiritual working one must accordingly
choose that victim which contains that greatest and purest
force. A male child of perfect innocence and high intelligence
is the most satisfactory and suitable victim."



"We're talking about human sacrifice here," says Gunderson.

More recently the 'tradition' of human
sacrifice has been promoted by the late Anton LaVey, founder of
the
Church of Satan, who wrote in


The Satanic Bible (p. 88) that,

"the only time a Satanist would
perform a human sacrifice would be if he were to serve a twofold
purpose; that being to release the magickian's [sic] wrath in
throwing a curse and, more importantly, to dispose of a totally
obnoxious and deserving person".

Note the casual reference to murdering
someone because he or she 'displeased' the Satanist/black magician.
Ding dong, LaVey is dead, but his crimes live on. He's been named by
several of his victim-slaves as a mind-control perpetrator. The late
'perp' himself wrote in the Satanic Bible (p. 90) that,

"the ideal sacrifice may be
emotionally insecure, but nonetheless can in the machinations of
his insecurity cause severe damage to your tranquility or sound
reputation".

The Satanists, after all, follow
Crowley's injunction:

"Do what thou wilt. That is the the
law."

In other words, Satanists as gods
themselves will decide what to do - bypassing God's laws as well as
the laws of men. It sounds like the modus operandi of

the
Illuminati.



Gunderson makes this further comment in his video:

"In my estimation, there are over
three million practicing Satanists in America today. How did I
come up with these figures? I have informants. For instance, in
the South Bay area of Los Angeles with a population of 200,000,
he told me there are 3,000 practicing Satanists. That is where
the well-known McMartin Preschool case took place. I have an
informant in Lincoln, Nebraska. In Iowa City, Iowa, a town of
150,000 - 1,500 Satanists. It averages to about 1.5 per cent of
the population."

Gunderson asserts that "...50,000 to
60,000 individuals are sacrificed every year. There are about eight
satanic holidays."



The sick joke of it all? The FBI keeps a count of stolen or missing
cars, but has yet to keep a tab on missing children in America.








CRYPTO-SATANIST IN THE FBI?



You shouldn't be surprised to know that FBI Supervisory Special
Agent Kenneth V. Lanning, of the Behavioral Science Unit of the
National Center for the Analysis of Violent Crime, denies the
existence of satanic ritual abuse in his 1992 Investigator's Guide
to Allegations of Ritual Child Abuse.





Lanning's intellectual posturing and
specious reasoning should be studied as a prime example of
serpentine logic. His semantics are brilliant, as he claims that
"the words 'satanic', 'occult' and 'ritual' are often used
interchangeably" and "it is difficult to define Satanism precisely".






Then he frames the discussion of
Satanism in non-judgemental terms, that "it is important to realize
that for some people any religious belief system other than their
own is satanic".



As Pilate asked "What is truth?", Lanning asks "What is Satanism?"






He writes that at,

"...law enforcement training
conferences, it is witchcraft, santeria, paganism and the occult
that are most often referred to as forms of Satanism. It may be
a matter of definition, but these things are not necessarily the
same as traditional Satanism."

He almost trips over himself declaiming
the impossibility of knowing the definition. Then he dismisses
satanic ritual abuse as a simple psychological problem: "Obsessive
Compulsive Disorder".



Of course, if he had taken the time to interview true believers, he
would know that it's an actual belief system based on the ritual
performance of torture and murder in loyalty to Satan and as an
exchange for future rewards from the forces of darkness.



Lanning's denial, ignoring the evidence of mind-control atrocities
and ritual abuse, is astonishing. Is Lanning a crypto-Satanist? He's
publicly denied it, but he didn't have to bother. His "freedom of
religion" is protected by the US Constitution.







FATAL JUSTICE
REVISITED



Private investigator Ted L. Gunderson was dragged kicking and
screaming into the netherworld of Satanism, child kidnapping, drug
smuggling and other corruption.



Before he retired in 1979, Gunderson was the FBI Special Agent in
Charge (SAC) in Los Angeles. He headed the FBI office, where he had
800 people under him and a yearly budget of over US$24 million.
Since then, Gunderson's role as a private investigator and security
consultant has led him to expose CIA drug dealing, child kidnapping
and trafficking, mind control, and satanic murder-for-hire groups.






He has also investigated many
high-profile cases like the Dr Jeffrey McDonald case, the McMartin
Preschool case, Nebraska's Franklin Cover-up case, the Oklahoma City
Bombing case, the Inslaw/Octopus case, and many other real-life
criminal conspiracies.

"Shortly after my retirement, I was
asked to investigate the Jeffrey R. McDonald case as a private
investigator," said Gunderson in a recent interview. "He's a
doctor who was convicted of murdering his wife and two children
at Fort Bragg, North Carolina on February 17, 1970.




I put in about 2,000 hours on the
case. He had been convicted and sentenced to three consecutive
life sentences. Much to my surprise, the evidence that I read,
the information I developed... I've established beyond any
question of a doubt that this man is absolutely innocent."

Jerry Allen Potter, author of Fatal
Justice, a powerful point-by-point refutation of Joe McGinnis's
cover-up book, Fatal Vision, agrees. His book exposes McGinnis's
best-seller as pure fiction.



Gunderson continued:

"I obtained a signed confession from
Helena Stokely, the girl in the floppy hat, for those who are
familiar with the case. She said Dr McDonald did not commit
these crimes. They were committed, she said '...by my satanic
cult group. It was my initiation into the cult that night,' she
said."

After a while, Gunderson realized that
the McDonald case was a classic case of US Government crime and
cover-up.

"She gave me detailed information
about movements within the house. She told me she attempted to
ride a rocking horse in the child's bedroom that night, but she
couldn't ride it because the spring was broken. The only way she
could have known that was to have been there that night.



"I submitted an 1100-plus page report in March 1981 to Judge
William Webster, who was then the head of the FBI, with a
personal letter to him and to the US Department of Justice. Much
to my surprise, my 19 witnesses including Helena Stokely started
calling me and telling me, 'Hey Ted, they're trying to get me to
recant.' And I'm telling myself, 'That isn't the responsibility
of the FBI. The FBI is supposed to gather
information, not destroy it.'





And that was my first clue that we
had a serious problem in that case and in the other cases I
handled. I noticed in each instance that evidence was destroyed,
lost, stolen; that there were strong indications of corruption.



"So I asked myself, 'What's going on here?' And over the years I
started gathering materials. Up until about two years ago, I
kept saying, 'There's a loose-knit network operating in this
country, involving drugs, pedophilia, prostitution, corruption,
etc.




From my research, I'm convinced it's
much more serious. It's much more than a loose-knit network. It
is a conspiracy. And you know how the media goes after you when
you use that 'c'-word. And I'm going to prove it to you. By the
way, this conspiracy involves pornography, drugs, pedophilia and
organized child kidnapping.



"My 'missing children' lecture documents that the Finders, an
organization in Washington, DC, is a CIA front," said Gunderson.
"It's a covert operation involved in international trafficking
of children."

He was referring to a US Customs Service
report which states that the Finders case is to be closed because it
is "an internal CIA matter".



Gunderson added:

"These people - the satanic movement
in the world - have set up preschools for the purpose of getting
their hands on our children. The parents drop them off at nine
in the morning and pick them up at night."

Far-fetched? Think again. In The Law Is
For All, Aleister Crowley writes:

"Moreover, the Beast 666 [Crowley's
reference to himself] adviseth that all children shall be
accustomed from infancy to witness every type of sexual act, as
also the process of birth, lest falsehood fog and mystery
stupefy their minds whose error else might thwart and misdirect
the growth of their subconscious system of self-symbolism."

SPIRITUAL
WARFARE AND SATANIC IMPERIALISM



Sexual abuse of children and horrific mind control technology may be
tenets of 'faith' for the Satanist believer as well as the
programmer. Or they may be symptomatic of a larger struggle on a
cosmic scale. When you peer in the face of Absolute Evil, you cannot
remain complacent.



Therapist Dr M. Scott Peck, author of The People of the Lie, writes:

"...at one point I defined evil as
'the exercise of political power that is the imposition of one's
will upon others by overt or covert coercion in order to
avoid...spiritual growth'".

Psychologist Erich Fromm, author of
The
Heart of Man, defines this struggle between Good and Evil as biophilia (the love of life) vs. necrophilia (the love of death).

"The necrophilous person is driven
by the desire to transform the organic into the inorganic, to
approach life mechanically as if all living persons were
things," he writes. "The necrophilous person can relate to an
object - a flower or a person - only if he possesses it; hence a
threat to his possession is a threat to himself... He loves
control and in the act of controlling he kills life... 'Law and
order' for them are idols..."

In the end, it may be that spiritual
warfare - or the clash of the absolutes - is the real reason why
ritual abuse and high-tech mind control have been exposed. Satanic
imperialism continues unabated, and the battle for planet Earth
moves to the next stage.







References:

• 
  Coleman, John, "Illuminati in
  America", World in Review (2533 N. Carson St, Carson City, NV
  89706), USA, monograph, 1992
• 
  Constantine, Alex, Virtual
  Government: CIA Mind Control Operations in America, Feral House
  (2532 Lincoln Blvd #359, Venice, CA 90291), USA, 1997
• 
  DeCamp, John, The Franklin Cover-up:
  Child Abuse, Satanism and Murder in Nebraska, AWT, Inc. (PO Box
  85461, Lincoln, NE 68501), USA, 1996, 2ed
• 
  Gunderson, Ted, "McMartin Scientific
  Report" (1993); Corruption: The Satanic Drug Cult Network and
  Missing Children, vols. 1-4; Satanism & the CIA's International
  Trafficking in Children, Ted Gunderson, PO Box 18000-259, Las
  Vegas, NV 89109, USA
• 
  Marks, John,
  
  The Search for the Manchurian Candidate:
  The CIA and Mind Control, 1980
• 
  Mind Control Foundation website,
  
  www.mk.net/~mcf
• 
  Mind Control series, CKLN-FM,
  website,
  www.mk.net/~mcf/ckln
• 
  O'Brien, Cathy (with Mark Phillips),
  
  TranceFormation of America: The True Life
  Story of a CIA Slave
• 
  Potter, Jerry Allen and Fred Bost,
  Fatal Justice: Reinvestigating the McDonald Murders, W. W.
  Norton Co., New York, London, 1997
• 
  Springmeier, Fritz,
  
  Bloodlines of the Illuminati
• 
  Springmeier, Fritz and Cisco
  Wheeler,
  
  Illuminati Formula used to create an
  Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave
• 
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  Underground, Pelican Publishing (PO Box 3110, Gretna, LA 70054),
  USA, 1998
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• 
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  Woman's Valiant Escape from Mind Control, 1995; Revivification:
  A Gentle, Alternative Memory Retrieval Process for Trauma
  Victims (1998), Brice Taylor Trust, PO Box 655, Landrum, SC
  29356, USA

Bump

At Hackney, Rihanna performs “Man Down” under a lighted pyramid topped by the Eye of Horus.
Rihanna performing on SNL. Behind her: a huge eye inside a triangle. Yes, RiRi, we know who’s the boss of you.


Speaking of mind control, Jason Gardiner, judge of the Australian show Dancing On Ice
poses oddly in this widely publicized pic with a butterfly on his
mouth. While Australian papers described the pic as “bizarre”, a little
knowledge in symbolism is enough to realize that the butterfly silencing
Gardiner represents Monarch mind control.


 

Israeli
singer Marina Maximilian Blumin on the cover of a magazine with a
Monarch butterfly under one eye. She was discovered in an American-idol
type show, which is the music industry’s new preferred way to discover,
to control and to introduce new artists to the masses.








Origins and Techniques of Monarch Mind Control




Monarch Programming is a method
of mind control used by numerous organizations for covert purposes. It
is a continuation of project MK-ULTRA, a mind-control program developed
by the CIA, and tested on the military  and civilians. The methods are
astonishingly sadistic (its entire purpose is to traumatize the victim) 
and  the expected results are horrifying: The creation of a
mind-controlled slave who can be triggered at anytime to perform any
action required by the handler.  While mass media ignores this issue,
over 2 million Americans have gone through the horrors of this program.
This article looks at the origins of Monarch programming and some of its
methods and symbolism.


NOTE: This article contains disturbing elements and might trigger Monarch survivors.

Monarch programming is a mind-control
technique comprising elements of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) and Multiple
Personality Disorder (MPD). It utilizes a combination of psychology,
neuroscience and occult rituals to create within the slaves an alter
persona that can be triggered and programmed by the handlers. Monarch
slaves are used by several organizations connected with the world elite
in fields such as the military, sex slavery and the entertainment
industry. This article will look at the origins of Monarch programming,
its techniques and its symbolism.


MK-ULTRA

Declassified MK-Ultra document


Project MK-ULTRA ran from the early
1950s to at least the late 1960s, using American and Canadian citizens
as its test subjects. The published evidence indicates that Project
MK-ULTRA involved the use of many methodologies to manipulate individual
mental states and alter brain functions, including the surreptitious
administration of drugs and other chemicals, sensory deprivation,
isolation, and verbal and physical abuse.

The most publicized experiments
conducted by MK-ULTRA involved the administration of LSD on unwitting
human subjects, including CIA employees, military personnel, doctors,
other government agents, prostitutes, mentally ill patients, and members
of the general public, in order to study their reactions.

However, the scope of MK-ULTRA does not
however stop. Experiments involving violent electroshocks, physical and
mental torture and abuse were used in a systematic matter on many
subjects, including children.


Declassified picture of a young MK-ULTRA subject, 1961.


Although the admitted goals of the
projects were to develop torture and interrogation methods to use on the
country’s enemies, some historians asserted that the project aimed to
create “Manchurian Candidates”, programmed to perform various acts such
as assassinations and other covert missions.
http://secretarcana.com/h...rogramming-mind-control/



Beyonce

http://www.johnnygosch.com/
Johnny Gosch, A Rare Survivor
On Sunday, September 6, 1982, in the bedroom community of West Des
Moines, Iowa, 12-year-old Johnny Gosch is headed out on his newspaper
route. He brings with him the family dog and his red wagon to carry the
papers. That is the last time Johnny is ever seen again.
http://pedophileringillum...gosch-rare-survivor.html




CIA buddy of Sen John DeCamp said to him as he tried to get Congress to
act on the Boys Town pedophile ring involving members of business and
government.

" occasionally
you will find people doing extremely evil acts, but because of who they
are, it is better to ignore it and walk away. "

John didn't, but America did and still does.

The Mysterious 2012 London Olympics




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During my 50+ years living on this earth, I have been an aficianado of
the Olympics; especially the summer games. Memories manifested within
my head include 1972's seven gold medals in swimming put up by Mark
Spitz for team USA. Then there was Dave Wottle during the Munich
Olympics of 1972, bursting past two Kenyans in the 800 meter race on the
last lap to achieve first place. How can I possibly forget the 1992
U.S. basketball Dream Team which featured NBA athletes in that venue for
the first time. Led by Michael Jordan, Magic Johnson, Charles Barkley
and Larry Bird, America's squad taught the world who played the best
hoops.

Back in 2005, London was awarded the rights to host this year's
Olympic contests. Soon thereafter, that large U.K. metropolis began
planning, organizing and constructing in anticipation of the July 27th
opening ceremonies. As various components of that endeavor have come to
fruition, however, many of them carry an air of mystery and controversy.

The mascots for the 2012 Games are far from cuddly and instead quite
scary, the lights adorning the main Olympic Stadium bear a striking
resemblance to the Illuminati pyramid featured on U.S. dollar bills, and
the logo itself is, well....puzzling. Conspiracy theorists draw a
compelling and passionate connection between these mysterious Olympic
icons and the allegedly, London-based secret organizations including the
Freemasons, Illuminati and even the British Royal Family.[1,2,3,4]

Whether you adhere to the theory that the Illuminati ('enlightened
ones') exists, information flowing about in our culture seems to
indicate that a significant segment of our populance does. Let's take a
look at the possible existence of this secretive society.







Freemasonry Symbol with Pyramid and Eye



Illuminati LoreWithin the Illuminati conspiratorial community, experts David Icke and Fritz Springmeier are
well-received and often-cited. The authors/lecturers combined have
published numerous books and given a myriad of recorded presentations on
the topic. These works can easily be accessed via YouTube or internet
searches.[5,6]

According to Springmeier and Icke, the Illuminati first took shape
under the direction of Mayer Amshel Rothschild, and a covert ring of 13
European aristocratic families, back in 1776. Their base of operations
was London's Inner City district, which today due to global banks and
other businesses, is reported to be the wealthiest real estate on earth. Wealthy families with names such as DuPont, Oppenheimer, Schiff,
Warburg and, of course, Rothschild initiated a master plan for world
dominance and financial control. Citing work by Icke and Springmeier,
the blessing of the British Royal Family was given to this sinister band
of the well-to-do, and that cooperation continues on even to this
day.[5,6]

Icke, Springmeier and other Illuminati scholars point out that as of
the mid-20th Century, the global elitists had established three
worldwide power bases encompassing religious (Vatican), military
(Washington, D.C.) and financial (London's Inner City) control.[5,6]
Interestingly enough, all three of these alleged power hubs do actually
exist as separate entities, cocooned within city-states. These bases
operate autonomously from the countries they lay within; complete with
their own flags, laws and minimal taxation.

An example of this power would be NM Rothschild and Sons, tucked in
London's Inner City. It is one of the largest and most influential banks
in the world, and reportedly manages the vast trillions of pounds in
assets maintained by the British Royal Family. The Oppenheimer, Schiff
and Warburg families' names also dominate the realm of global, 21st
Century finance. One recent manifestation of this fact is that Peter
Oppenheimer currently sits as Apple Corporation's Chief Financial
Officer.

With respect to the Rothschild banking dynasty, one illustration of
their tentacles is the fact that from September, 1919 until June of
2004, worldwide gold prices were set daily at the offices of NM
Rothschild and Sons in London. The chairmanship of the gold panel was
held by a family member up until recently; now that position rotates
annually outside of the Rothschild tree. London's Barclays Bank, heavily
influenced by the Rothschilds, now oversees the gold market pricing.[7]
The Rothschilds also assist in running the International Monetary Fund,
the World Bank and probably the U.S. Federal Reserve.[5,6,]

Based upon the words of Icke and Springmeier, the Illuminati's inner
circle is dominated by the Rothschilds. The same is true for England's
Royal Family and Queen Elizabeth II is currently the head of that
bloodline. She just celebrated her 50th year on the throne, or Diamond
Jubilee, during 2012. Prince Charles is heir to the Queen's position and
the family fortune, which is rumored to be managed by the Rothschilds.

The Illuminati pyramid, with its all-seeing eye replacing the
capstone, is well chronicled by conspiratists around the world.
According to some, that ocular symbol represents the Eye of Horus or Ra.
Those gods originated in ancient Egypt and were synonymous with royal
power. Once separate, these two pagan deities are now one according to
scholars.[8]

Freemasonry allegedly established its worldwide heardquarters at
London's Freemason's Hall located in Great Queen Street (Inner City
district) and did so around 1775.[9] The same pyramid and Eye of Horus
used by the Illuminati adorns numerous Masonic buildings, can be viewed
in paintings of Freemason George Washington, on his Masonic apron and
medallion, and is apparent in other societal artifacts. One artist's
painting of Washington shows him laying the cornerstone of our U.S.
Capital Building on September 18, 1793, wearing his full Masonic
regalia.[9] The Illuminati pyramid is featured prominently within his
garb.

According to Icke and Springmeier, most rank-and-file Freemasons are
harmless and regular citizens, unaware of the society's true inner
beliefs. Within the very inner circle of this covert organization is
crossover and interaction between Masonry and the Illuminati, with world
dominance as the agenda.[5,6] Former high level mason William
Schnoebelen, who attained the 33rd Degree while a practicing wiccan,
also lays out in his 1991 book Masonry Beyond the Light some of
the more sinister practices of the upper Freemasonry echelon.[11]
Schnoebelen converted to Christianity and left Freemasonry due to the
spiritual conflict it created within his heart and mind.

Enough of laying the groundwork. Let's take a look at the symbolism being utilized for the 2012 London Games.










Stay Away From my Grandson



Olympic MascotsWenlock and Mandeville are their benign-sounding names but they look like villains
in a Wes Craven horror film. I wouldn't want my three-year-old grandson
to encounter this disgusting duo for fear they would induce
nightmares.[12] The two creatures ,according to Olympic organizers, were
formed by drops of molten steel used to build the Olympic Stadium. To
me, they are hideous, one-eyed representations which seem to detract
from the festive atmosphere. Why do they have the single eye?

According to 2012 Olympic officials, Wenlock is based upon the
British town of Much Wenlock (area inspiratonal for the modern Olympic
Games) and the English city of Stoke Mandeville, where the Paralympics
were founded for physically-challenged athletes. The London Olympic
Committee Chairman, Lord Coe, described to the media how the mascots
were designed specifically for their appeal to children(?) and with the
digital age in mind. Many Brits have found the mascots to be
controversial and confusing.[13]










Do These Pyramids Look Familiar?



Olympic Stadium LightsIn a previous passage within this article, I outlined the significance of the pyramid to
the secretive Masonic and Illuminati societies. One glance at the light
standards which circle the Olympic Stadium's rim, and tower above its
top, and I quickly connected the two images.

The triangular sources of 'illumination' that will be featured in
worldwide broadcasts to millions of viewers, and preserved forever in
still photographs of the 2012 Games, bear a striking similarity to the
Illuminati pyramid symbol. Why in the world would the organizers and
architects have conceived of such a design? You, the reader, can draw
your own conclusions.

Note: If you get a close up of the lights, the
outline of an eye is visible within the overall bulb pattern. This can
be seen in the first three YouTube videos referenced below. I could not
locate any photos on the internet taken with a zoom of the lights to
show you readers.

The final bit of symbolism I will explore surrounding the 2012 London
Games is the logo. But first, we will explore some interesting
background material on Zionist Jews.







Here's Another View



Zionist Extremist ThoughtThere is a major distinction between most practicing Jews and the Zionist movement. According
to the Torah (first five books of the Bible), Jews were forced to leave
what is now Israel because they betrayed Yahweh God. The 12 Tribes were
scattered all over the globe, and ordered under traditional Jewish law
to peacefully assimilate into their respective host countries' societies
and to respect their governing authorities.[14] Practitioners of the
Jewish faith have been subjected to continuous and varied levels of
distrust and persecution since that biblical dispersal.

In response to that harassment, the Zionist movement formed in the
late 1800's. This small group of Jews believed in more of a
nationalistic approach, rather than religious, and began to push for a
Jewish homeland where all worldwide followers of Judaism could migrate
to. They began moving this agenda slowly; using political, financial and
media support on a path towards completing the objective.

In 1916 the Balfour Declaration was negotiated by members of the
Warburg and Rothschild families with the British government. Both of
those names were connected to the known Zionist movement. The First
World War was in full swing at the time. The written and signed document
basically was an agreement by the British Royal Family to eventually
assist in the formation of a Jewish state. In exchange, the Warburgs and
Rothschilds would peddle their influence in prodding the U.S. to join
England's side against Germany and its allies during World War I.[14]

These events all played out through various mechanisms and the
British government and military forcibly assisted in Israel's nationhood
taking place, after an interruption by the Second World War, in 1948.
Subsequently, millions of Jews immigrated from all over the world back
to their Old Testament home.

Within Zionism, there is a small, yet very powerful, fringe group
which allegedly also carry Illuminati inner circle powers.[5,6] Their
ultimate goal is a one-world, single government entity which controls
all aspects of the global population's lives. Jerusalem would have a
very important role in this New Age phenomenon and this must be achieved
for the Messiah to come, for the first time, in accordance with their doctrine.

According to conspiracy thinkers like Icke and Springmeier, this
secret, extreme Zionist cabal already dictates world economic and food
policy, controls presidents and prime ministers, and feeds the
population filtered information and entertainment through the music,
movie, sports and media industries.[5,6]

What does that have to do with the innocent, 2012 Olympic logo? Now let's take a peak at the correlation.







The Scrambled '2012' Logo Numbers



Olympic LogoSoon after the 2012 London Olympic logo was released to the press, Iran-
the country led by know anti-semite and President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad-
protested and announced they may boycott the Games. Why? According to
representatives of Ahmadinejad's regime, the scrambled, jagged figures
within the logo don't form '2012', but rather the word 'zion'.[15]

When I first took a look at the Olympic logo, I was captivated by the
dot gracing the symbol's center. Why does it have a dot in it? Where
would a period be placed in the number 2012, which is what the jumbled
'numbers' supposedly represent?

Conceived in 2007, the 2012 Olympic logo was the design of the Wolff
Olins firm.[15] Much like the creepy, one-eyed mascots, the logo created
immediate controversy. The '2's' sure look just like 'Z's' and again,
what is the dot for? Is this some covert message levied by secret
societies using the London Games as their conduit?

New information: I just learned that the man who
first unscrambled the logo's 'numbers' and determined they are actually
letters spelling the word 'zion' did so in 2008, soon after the 2012
symbol was announced and provided to the public. He was a young (25
years old or so) British man named Rik Clay, and he was a student of
secret societies and their symbolism in everyday logos, on the U.S.
dollar bill, etc. Clay, who seemed in good spirits during interviews
just subsequent to his logo revelation, allegedly committed suicide soon
after coming out with his discovery. Check out the YouTube video Rik Clay & 2012- RIP 1/9.

In conclusion, coincidences are such until they keep occuring over
and over again. Something does not feel right about the upcoming 2012
London Olympics, and I won't be able to get these thoughts out of my
head even if I do tune in for the coverage. I guess we will know later
on this year if the symbols bear any special meaning. Keep your eyes
open for the truth. Here are the words from the poem entitled Jerusalem written by the famous British poet and artist William Blake during the 18th Century:

"I will not cease from mental fight, nor shall my
sword sleep in my hand, till we have built Jerusalem, in England's green
and pleasant land."

Blake, in addition to being a well-known writer of his day, was also a
strong advocate of the esoteric movement and an avowed Freemason. That
craft was started in the 1300's in Scotland, and then moved into
England where it is now based in London, by the Knights Templars;
guardians of the secrets of Kabbalah as well as the treasures of King
Solomon's Temple from the Holy City. Blake is further remembered for a
painting he did of the Creator (God in the artist's mind?) reaching down
from some sort of glowing object and holding a Masonic compass in His
hand as earth is being molded.

Enjoy the 2012 Olympic opening and closing ceremonies. They should be quite the eye openers.










Now How Does it Look?



References1. www.youtube.com; London 2012 Olympics Illuminati Symbolism posted by irishhellsangel

2. www.youtube.com; Welcome to the 2012 Illuminati Games posted by IlluminatiExposed123

3. www.youtube.com; Illuminati Olympic Games 2012 posted by johnnybconspiracy

4. http://the-illuminati.net; 2012 London Olympics Illuminati Exposed

5. www.davidicke.com; The Order of the Illuminati: Its Origins, Its Methods and Its Influence on the World Events posted October 16, 2011

6. Book Bloodlines of the Illuminati by Fritz Springmeier published in the late 1990's

7. http://www.hooverandstrong.com; How the Metal Market Prices are Set

8. www.illuminati-symbols.com; Eye of Horus or Eye of Ra

9. http://en.wikipedia.org; Freemasons Hall, London

10. http://vigilantcitizen.com; Mystical Sites-U.S. Capitol by UC posted on September 10, 2009

11. Book Masonry Beyond the Light by William Schnoebelen published in 1991

12. www.london2012.com

13. http://www.guardian.co.uk; London Olympics 2012: Meet Wenlock and Mandeville, drips off the old block by Owen Gibson dated May 19, 2010

14. http://www.jewsagainstzionism.com; The History of Zionism & Judaism

15. http://www.davidairey.com; London 2012 Olympics logo disaster posted on June 4, 2007


The truth about sports

Lauryn Hill’s Tumblr Letter on the Music Business


By VC |
June 9th, 2012 |
Category: Latest News |
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Several newspapers have reported that Lauryn Hill was in trouble with the government for not filing taxes
from 2005-2007. While I do not know (nor care) about her financial
status and her tax paying habits, I found Hill’s response to the charges
quite compelling. In a first public statement in years, Hill describes
the control, manipulation and exploitation of the music industry and her efforts to get away from it all. Here’s the letter published on her new Tumblr account.

It was reported yesterday that Ms. Lauryn Hill has been
charged with three counts of misdemeanor failure to file taxes. These
charges were incurred for the years of 2005-2007, during a time in which
Ms. Hill had removed herself and her family from society, in order to
keep them safe, healthy, and free from danger. In response to these
charges, Ms. Hill has issued the following statement:

“For the past several years, I have remained what others would
consider underground. I did this in order to build a community of
people, like-minded in their desire for freedom and the right to pursue
their goals and lives without being manipulated and controlled by a
media protected military industrial complex with a completely different
agenda. Having put the lives and needs of other people before my own
for multiple years, and having made hundreds of millions of dollars for
certain institutions, under complex and sometimes severe circumstances, I
began to require growth and more equitable treatment, but was met with
resistance. I entered into my craft full of optimism (which I still
possess), but immediately saw the suppressive force with which the
system attempts to maintain it’s control over a given paradigm. I’ve
seen people promote addiction, use sabotage, black listing, media
bullying and any other coercion technique they could, to prevent artists
from knowing their true value, or exercising their full power. These
devices of control, no matter how well intentioned (or not), can have a
devastating outcome on the lives of people, especially creative types
who must grow and exist within a certain environment and according to a
certain pace, in order to live and create optimally.

I kept my life relatively simple, even after huge successes, but it
became increasingly obvious that certain indulgences and privileges were
expected to come at the expense of my free soul, free mind, and
therefore my health and integrity. So I left a more mainstream and
public life, in order to wean both myself, and my family, away from a
lifestyle that required distortion and compromise as a means for
maintaining it. During this critical healing time, there were very few
people accessible to me who had not already been seduced or affected by
this machine, and therefore who could be trusted to not try and
influence or coerce me back into a dynamic of compromise. Individual
growth was expected to take place unnaturally, or stagnated outright,
subject to marketing and politics. Addressing critical issues like pop
culture cannibalism or its manipulation of the young at the expense of
everything, was frowned upon and discouraged by limiting funding, or
denying it outright. When one has a prolific creative output like I
did/do, and is then forced to stop, the effects can be dangerous both
emotionally and psychologically, both for the artist and those in need
of that resource. It was critically important that I find a suitable
pathway within which to exist, without being distorted or economically
strong-armed.

During this period of crisis, much was said about me, both slanted
and inaccurate, by those who had become dependent on my creative force,
yet unwilling to fully acknowledge the importance of my contribution,
nor compensate me equitably for it. This was done in an effort to smear
my public image, in order to directly affect my ability to earn
independently of this system. It took a long time to locate and
nurture a community of people strong enough to resist the incredibly
unhealthy tide, and more importantly see through it. If I had not been
able to make contact with, and establish this community, my life, safety
and freedom, would have been directly affected as well as the lives,
safety and freedom of my family. Failure to create a non toxic, non
exploitative environment was not an option.

As my potential to work, and therefore earn freely, was being
threatened, I did whatever needed to be done in order to insulate my
family from the climate of hostility, false entitlement, manipulation,
racial prejudice, sexism and ageism that I was surrounded by. This was
absolutely critical while trying to find and establish a new and very
necessary community of healthy people, and also heal and detoxify myself
and my family while raising my young children.

There were no exotic trips, no fleet of cars, just an all out war for
safety, integrity, wholeness and health, without mistreatment denial,
and/or exploitation. In order to liberate myself from those who found
it ok to oppose my wholeness, free speech and integral growth by
inflicting different forms of punitive action against it, I used my
resources to sustain our safety and survival until I was able to restore
my ability to earn outside of it!

When artists experience danger and crisis under the effects of this
kind of insidious manipulation, everyone easily accepts that there was
something either dysfunctional or defective with the artist, rather than
look at, and fully examine, the system and its means and policies of
exploiting/’doing business’. Not only is this unrealistic, it is very
dark in its motivation, conveniently targeting the object of their hero
worship by removing any evidence that they ‘needed’ or celebrated this
very same resource just years, months or moments before. Since those
who believe they need a hero/celebrity outnumber the actual
heroes/celebrities, people feel safe and comfortably justified in
numbers, committing egregious crimes in the name of the greater social
ego. Ironically diminishing their own true hero-celebrity nature in the
process.

It was this schism and the hypocrisy, violence and social cannibalism
it enabled, that I wanted and needed to be freed from, not from art or
music, but the suppression/repression and reduction of that art and
music to a bottom line alone, without regard for anything else.
Over-commercialization and its resulting restrictions and limitations
can be very damaging and distorting to the inherent nature of the
individual. I Love making art, I Love making music, these are as
natural and necessary for me almost as breathing or talking. To be
denied the right to pursue it according to my ability, as well as be
properly acknowledged and compensated for it, in an attempt to control,
is manipulation directed at my most basic rights! These forms of
expression, along with others, effectively comprise my free speech!
Defending, preserving, and protecting these rights are critically
important, especially in a paradigm where veiled racism, sexism, ageism,
nepotism, and deliberate economic control are still blatant
realities!!!

Learning from the past, insulating friends and family from the
influence of external manipulation and corruption, is far more important
to me than being misunderstood for a season! I did not deliberately
abandon my fans, nor did I deliberately abandon any responsibilities,
but I did however put my safety, health and freedom andthe freedom,
safety and health of my family first over allother material concerns! I
also embraced my right to resist a systemintentionally opposing my
right to whole and integral survival.

I conveyed all of this when questioned as to why I did not file taxes
during this time period. Obviously, the danger I faced was not
accepted as reasonable grounds for deferring my tax payments, as
authorities, who despite being told all of this, still chose to pursue
action against me, as opposed to finding an alternative solution.

My intention has always been to get this situation rectified. When I
was working consistently without being affected by the interferences
mentioned above, I filed and paid my taxes.This only stopped when it
was necessary to withdraw from society, in order to guarantee the safety
and well-being of myself and my family.

As this, and other areas of issue are resolved and set straight, I am
able to get back to doing what I should be doing, the way it should be
done. This is part of that process. To those supporters who were told
that I abandoned them, that is untrue. I abandoned greed, corruption,
and compromise, never you, and never the artistic gifts and
abilitiesthat sustained me.”

- Source: Tumblr

As it is always the case when celebrities reject and pull away from
the industry, Hill has been often portrayed as crazy and unstable in the
media. However, those who know about the dark side of the industry know
that Hill did the only SANE thing one can do in her situation: Get out.
I guess we know what the following song is about.