Please help! I am going nuts!

Please help! I am going nuts!

Dana
Dana

June 4th, 2007, 4:37 pm #1

Hi all,

I have posted on this board before and I now find myself back to square 1.

A little history:
I have a son who will be 4 in July conceived naturally without really TTC.
We started TTC #2 in Dec 05 and in April 06 I went to see an RE. He did the CCT and on CD3 FSH was 10 and on CD10 FSH was 32. I was also diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserves. I did stims for 4 cycles and only got 1 follie and my RE let me go. Needless to say I got pg 3 months later but lost the baby at 16w, on Feb 1, 07 because of a chromosomal disorder.

I am now ready to TTC again, however after 2 almost normal cycles since the loss AF is MIA. I am on day 47 now with no Ovulation and thinking of starting Provera. I got a + OPK about 4 days ago but my temp never went up and I didn't have any fertile CM. I have taken more OPKs and they are still a little dark, not positive though.
I am basically scared I am in perimenopause and I will never conceive again with my eggs. I have never had such a long cycle and it's scaring me something is really wrong.

What should I do? Anyone go through this?
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Dana
Dana

June 4th, 2007, 4:38 pm #2

I am 26 years old, if that makes a difference.
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tgc1104
tgc1104

June 4th, 2007, 6:21 pm #3

Hi all,

I have posted on this board before and I now find myself back to square 1.

A little history:
I have a son who will be 4 in July conceived naturally without really TTC.
We started TTC #2 in Dec 05 and in April 06 I went to see an RE. He did the CCT and on CD3 FSH was 10 and on CD10 FSH was 32. I was also diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserves. I did stims for 4 cycles and only got 1 follie and my RE let me go. Needless to say I got pg 3 months later but lost the baby at 16w, on Feb 1, 07 because of a chromosomal disorder.

I am now ready to TTC again, however after 2 almost normal cycles since the loss AF is MIA. I am on day 47 now with no Ovulation and thinking of starting Provera. I got a + OPK about 4 days ago but my temp never went up and I didn't have any fertile CM. I have taken more OPKs and they are still a little dark, not positive though.
I am basically scared I am in perimenopause and I will never conceive again with my eggs. I have never had such a long cycle and it's scaring me something is really wrong.

What should I do? Anyone go through this?
My situation is very similar except for the miscarriage. I have a son 3.5 years old which was easy to conceive and when trying for #2 my FSH came back at 26.5. I am 35 and needless to say that I am crushed.

I will say a little prayer for you and your family. Hang in there and best of luck to you!
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June 4th, 2007, 9:16 pm #4

Hi all,

I have posted on this board before and I now find myself back to square 1.

A little history:
I have a son who will be 4 in July conceived naturally without really TTC.
We started TTC #2 in Dec 05 and in April 06 I went to see an RE. He did the CCT and on CD3 FSH was 10 and on CD10 FSH was 32. I was also diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserves. I did stims for 4 cycles and only got 1 follie and my RE let me go. Needless to say I got pg 3 months later but lost the baby at 16w, on Feb 1, 07 because of a chromosomal disorder.

I am now ready to TTC again, however after 2 almost normal cycles since the loss AF is MIA. I am on day 47 now with no Ovulation and thinking of starting Provera. I got a + OPK about 4 days ago but my temp never went up and I didn't have any fertile CM. I have taken more OPKs and they are still a little dark, not positive though.
I am basically scared I am in perimenopause and I will never conceive again with my eggs. I have never had such a long cycle and it's scaring me something is really wrong.

What should I do? Anyone go through this?
When I was 29 I had a still born with a chromosomal disorder and I had an ectopic pregnancy. My FSH was 9.6!!!! They did not repeat it because it was just under 10. I continued on to have 2 beautiful boys. I also had 4 more miscarriages too. My thought is that my FSH has always been "high" so my chances of having 10 children was never there. My chances of having two beautiful boys was very high! I also think that my body needed to get reset after each loss so I needed provera and it worked until this last one. I am now 42 though. Be happy you are 26 and do not worry too much yet. It can only hurt you to worry. You will be fine! I can feel it! If you need anything I am here! Best of luck.

Colleen

March 1994 Ectopic Preganancy
April 1994 FSH 9.6 at age 29
Dec 1994 Pregnant first try Still born baby with Triploidi
Aug 1995 Pregnant with son - Took 8 months to get pregnant
May 1996 Gave birth to son
1997 Miscarriage Trisomy 16 - prego first try
2000 Miscarriage- prego first try
2001 Miscarriage- prego first try
2002 to present- suffer from chronic back and neck pain.
2005 Oct. Lost Mom to Pancreatic Cancer
Sept. 05 pregnant with Twins - Prego fisrt try
Dec 05 - lost twins D & C
Dec 05 - present. Never had "natural" AF again
Jan 06. HCG still showing pregnant
Feb 06 HCG still showing pregnant
Late Feb. 06 HCG finally normal.
March 06 - saw first RE
June 06 - RE did histeroscopy to remove scar tissue. Did not mention Ashermans
Summer and Fall of 06 still no AF
FSH checked periodically - 9.6
Jan, Feb, March 07 - Provera and clomid
April 07 went to new RE
April 07 Day 3 FSH was 30.5- RE terminated me!
May 07- Found Dr. Frankfurter and this board.
May 07- Day 15 (from provera) FSH was 51

STILL NO PERIOD NATURALLY SINCE DEC 05 D & C!


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June 4th, 2007, 9:31 pm #5

Hi all,

I have posted on this board before and I now find myself back to square 1.

A little history:
I have a son who will be 4 in July conceived naturally without really TTC.
We started TTC #2 in Dec 05 and in April 06 I went to see an RE. He did the CCT and on CD3 FSH was 10 and on CD10 FSH was 32. I was also diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserves. I did stims for 4 cycles and only got 1 follie and my RE let me go. Needless to say I got pg 3 months later but lost the baby at 16w, on Feb 1, 07 because of a chromosomal disorder.

I am now ready to TTC again, however after 2 almost normal cycles since the loss AF is MIA. I am on day 47 now with no Ovulation and thinking of starting Provera. I got a + OPK about 4 days ago but my temp never went up and I didn't have any fertile CM. I have taken more OPKs and they are still a little dark, not positive though.
I am basically scared I am in perimenopause and I will never conceive again with my eggs. I have never had such a long cycle and it's scaring me something is really wrong.

What should I do? Anyone go through this?
When I was 29 I had a still born with a chromosomal disorder and I had an ectopic pregnancy. My FSH was 9.6!!!! They did not repeat it because it was just under 10. I continued on to have 2 beautiful boys. I also had 4 more miscarriages too. My thought is that my FSH has always been "high" so my chances of having 10 children was never there. My chances of having two beautiful boys was very high! I also think that my body needed to get reset after each loss so I needed provera and it worked until this last one. I am now 42 though. Be happy you are 26 and do not worry too much yet. It can only hurt you to worry. You will be fine! I can feel it! If you need anything I am here! Best of luck.

Colleen

March 1994 Ectopic Preganancy
April 1994 FSH 9.6 at age 29
Dec 1994 Pregnant first try Still born baby with Triploidi
Aug 1995 Pregnant with son - Took 8 months to get pregnant
May 1996 Gave birth to son
1997 Miscarriage Trisomy 16 - prego first try
2000 Miscarriage- prego first try
2001 Miscarriage- prego first try
2002 to present- suffer from chronic back and neck pain.
2005 Oct. Lost Mom to Pancreatic Cancer
Sept. 05 pregnant with Twins - Prego fisrt try
Dec 05 - lost twins D & C
Dec 05 - present. Never had "natural" AF again
Jan 06. HCG still showing pregnant
Feb 06 HCG still showing pregnant
Late Feb. 06 HCG finally normal.
March 06 - saw first RE
June 06 - RE did histeroscopy to remove scar tissue. Did not mention Ashermans
Summer and Fall of 06 still no AF
FSH checked periodically - 9.6
Jan, Feb, March 07 - Provera and clomid
April 07 went to new RE
April 07 Day 3 FSH was 30.5- RE terminated me!
May 07- Found Dr. Frankfurter and this board.
May 07- Day 15 (from provera) FSH was 51

STILL NO PERIOD NATURALLY SINCE DEC 05 D & C!


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June 4th, 2007, 9:32 pm #6

Hi all,

I have posted on this board before and I now find myself back to square 1.

A little history:
I have a son who will be 4 in July conceived naturally without really TTC.
We started TTC #2 in Dec 05 and in April 06 I went to see an RE. He did the CCT and on CD3 FSH was 10 and on CD10 FSH was 32. I was also diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserves. I did stims for 4 cycles and only got 1 follie and my RE let me go. Needless to say I got pg 3 months later but lost the baby at 16w, on Feb 1, 07 because of a chromosomal disorder.

I am now ready to TTC again, however after 2 almost normal cycles since the loss AF is MIA. I am on day 47 now with no Ovulation and thinking of starting Provera. I got a + OPK about 4 days ago but my temp never went up and I didn't have any fertile CM. I have taken more OPKs and they are still a little dark, not positive though.
I am basically scared I am in perimenopause and I will never conceive again with my eggs. I have never had such a long cycle and it's scaring me something is really wrong.

What should I do? Anyone go through this?
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June 4th, 2007, 10:13 pm #7

When I was 29 I had a still born with a chromosomal disorder and I had an ectopic pregnancy. My FSH was 9.6!!!! They did not repeat it because it was just under 10. I continued on to have 2 beautiful boys. I also had 4 more miscarriages too. My thought is that my FSH has always been "high" so my chances of having 10 children was never there. My chances of having two beautiful boys was very high! I also think that my body needed to get reset after each loss so I needed provera and it worked until this last one. I am now 42 though. Be happy you are 26 and do not worry too much yet. It can only hurt you to worry. You will be fine! I can feel it! If you need anything I am here! Best of luck.

Colleen

March 1994 Ectopic Preganancy
April 1994 FSH 9.6 at age 29
Dec 1994 Pregnant first try Still born baby with Triploidi
Aug 1995 Pregnant with son - Took 8 months to get pregnant
May 1996 Gave birth to son
1997 Miscarriage Trisomy 16 - prego first try
2000 Miscarriage- prego first try
2001 Miscarriage- prego first try
2002 to present- suffer from chronic back and neck pain.
2005 Oct. Lost Mom to Pancreatic Cancer
Sept. 05 pregnant with Twins - Prego fisrt try
Dec 05 - lost twins D & C
Dec 05 - present. Never had "natural" AF again
Jan 06. HCG still showing pregnant
Feb 06 HCG still showing pregnant
Late Feb. 06 HCG finally normal.
March 06 - saw first RE
June 06 - RE did histeroscopy to remove scar tissue. Did not mention Ashermans
Summer and Fall of 06 still no AF
FSH checked periodically - 9.6
Jan, Feb, March 07 - Provera and clomid
April 07 went to new RE
April 07 Day 3 FSH was 30.5- RE terminated me!
May 07- Found Dr. Frankfurter and this board.
May 07- Day 15 (from provera) FSH was 51

STILL NO PERIOD NATURALLY SINCE DEC 05 D & C!

I guess my body is still trying to swing back to normal after the loss in Feb but it's been worrying me since I have never had a long cycle without O. I have never missed a period and not been pg.
I hope I am not in perimenopause and I can still try again.
Thanks again for being so positive!
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June 4th, 2007, 10:16 pm #8

Keep me posted on how you do! I would love to hear that your are getting regular AF and pregnant next cycle!

COlleen
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