IVF#4= BFN

IVF#4= BFN

Mrs. McIrish
Mrs. McIrish

July 2nd, 2012, 6:25 pm #1

I just logged on to my local RE's site to check my results and HCG is 0.7...

I have a callback with C.heck tomorrow but I can't see that he will have anything to say that will change my mind about stopping treatment. I've never had an embryo that wasn't severely fragmented or bigger than 5 cells on day 3. It's like I've never even had a chance... It's just too heartbreaking to keep going through this.
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Joined: June 9th, 2009, 5:21 pm

July 2nd, 2012, 6:50 pm #2

I hope you take care of yourself and grieve. We've been there
Me- 30
Day 3- FSH 10.4, E2 42; Day 10- 16.6; Possible endo, slight anti sperm antibodies
DH- 30, low Morph
TTC 23 Cycles
2 Cycles on Clomid- BFN
3 Cycles on Femara & IUI- BFN
Now- Natural plus antioxidants, Acu/Herbs till IVF when we're ready emotionally
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Houston
Houston

July 2nd, 2012, 6:51 pm #3

I just logged on to my local RE's site to check my results and HCG is 0.7...

I have a callback with C.heck tomorrow but I can't see that he will have anything to say that will change my mind about stopping treatment. I've never had an embryo that wasn't severely fragmented or bigger than 5 cells on day 3. It's like I've never even had a chance... It's just too heartbreaking to keep going through this.
I am so sorry.
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Laura
Laura

July 2nd, 2012, 7:41 pm #4

I just logged on to my local RE's site to check my results and HCG is 0.7...

I have a callback with C.heck tomorrow but I can't see that he will have anything to say that will change my mind about stopping treatment. I've never had an embryo that wasn't severely fragmented or bigger than 5 cells on day 3. It's like I've never even had a chance... It's just too heartbreaking to keep going through this.
It's such a horrible horrible feeling. Take care of yourself. xoxo
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smrc
smrc

July 2nd, 2012, 8:05 pm #5

I just logged on to my local RE's site to check my results and HCG is 0.7...

I have a callback with C.heck tomorrow but I can't see that he will have anything to say that will change my mind about stopping treatment. I've never had an embryo that wasn't severely fragmented or bigger than 5 cells on day 3. It's like I've never even had a chance... It's just too heartbreaking to keep going through this.
I'm so sorry about the BFN. I was hoping you would beat the odds. Try to take a deep breath if you can and see what Dr. C.heck has to say tomorrow. I had similar type of embryo quality to you (although your fert % seems good - certainly much better than I ever achieved). Sending you hugs and please post about your call. SMRC
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Mrs. McIrish
Mrs. McIrish

July 2nd, 2012, 8:08 pm #6

I just logged on to my local RE's site to check my results and HCG is 0.7...

I have a callback with C.heck tomorrow but I can't see that he will have anything to say that will change my mind about stopping treatment. I've never had an embryo that wasn't severely fragmented or bigger than 5 cells on day 3. It's like I've never even had a chance... It's just too heartbreaking to keep going through this.
I will update after I talk to C.heck but it seems crystal clear to me that there are egg quality issues here. I had great fert rates for three cycle and one with no fert but that was because all we had was as immature egg.
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Erin
Erin

July 2nd, 2012, 9:48 pm #7

I just logged on to my local RE's site to check my results and HCG is 0.7...

I have a callback with C.heck tomorrow but I can't see that he will have anything to say that will change my mind about stopping treatment. I've never had an embryo that wasn't severely fragmented or bigger than 5 cells on day 3. It's like I've never even had a chance... It's just too heartbreaking to keep going through this.
I was so hoping for you. I'm really sorry it's been so hard and I totally understand being done. This process is just impossible and all-consuming. I'm thinking of you and please let me know if there's anything I can do to help/support you.
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Joined: January 12th, 2012, 6:08 pm

July 3rd, 2012, 12:59 am #8

I just logged on to my local RE's site to check my results and HCG is 0.7...

I have a callback with C.heck tomorrow but I can't see that he will have anything to say that will change my mind about stopping treatment. I've never had an embryo that wasn't severely fragmented or bigger than 5 cells on day 3. It's like I've never even had a chance... It's just too heartbreaking to keep going through this.
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and so sorry that you are going through this.
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DeeinNYC
DeeinNYC

July 3rd, 2012, 2:54 am #9

I just logged on to my local RE's site to check my results and HCG is 0.7...

I have a callback with C.heck tomorrow but I can't see that he will have anything to say that will change my mind about stopping treatment. I've never had an embryo that wasn't severely fragmented or bigger than 5 cells on day 3. It's like I've never even had a chance... It's just too heartbreaking to keep going through this.
MrsMcIrish,

I am so very sorry. I know that you are heartbroken right now. I think you need to be sure that this really is an egg quality issue. Could it be protocol or a lab issue? I forget your history but what if any clinics besides Cooper have you been to? Whatever the case, its really hard to make life changing decisions form the place you are at right now. You are going to need to process this and what you have been through. Don't rush it and try not to make any rash decisions. We are here for you if you need to talk or vent. Thinking of you.
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Teresa
Teresa

July 3rd, 2012, 10:32 am #10

I just logged on to my local RE's site to check my results and HCG is 0.7...

I have a callback with C.heck tomorrow but I can't see that he will have anything to say that will change my mind about stopping treatment. I've never had an embryo that wasn't severely fragmented or bigger than 5 cells on day 3. It's like I've never even had a chance... It's just too heartbreaking to keep going through this.
Oh McIrish,

I was hoping so much that this was going to be your time. I don't know what to say other than I am so sorry this happened. I too, hope Dr C heck has some insight into what happened, I am interested in his thoughts.

McIrish, I wish you peace in coming to terms with all of this. You have been through so much for so long- that is so not fair. Dee said it best, take your time to process all of this and maybe wait before making any decisions.

Praying for you, for continued strength, peace and hope. I am thinking of you and here if there is anything I can do for you.

Hugs.
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