Freedom has given me a legitimate and honest view of nicotine addiction. It's not about the difficulties of not smoking, it's about the doom of smoking (or having any relationship with nicotine).
Just last evening after my visit to Freedom I realized how much I fear the coming of a crave and how much I fear that I will encounter something that I just can't conceive of yet that will undermine my quit. This is the next stage of leaving a nicotine addiction I guess. While I do not like feeling afraid, I believe that it will pass too.
I received a nice little boost today. I was reading something that reminded me of smoking dreams and I realized that I had a smoking dream last night - and I couldn't even remember it. All I know is that I DIDN'T TAKE A PUFF! What a really nifty feeling that I can have a smoking dream and not need to remember it! Or, I was having a senior's moment!
Cheers and thanks Freedom Folks, Joanne - 1 day and MINUTES away from G2
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