They just get wierder and wierder (if not quite as frequent)...
Last night, I'm restlessly tossing through the standard type-a relapse dream
. Only then I wake up (not really), and I'm talking to somebody who wants to quit, and telling them about this site, but I'm smoking, and Joel's there, and John too, but they're not smoking, and then later, I wake up again,
and I'm thinking to myself I have to write to the Smoking Dream post about the wierd dream I just had, and then I'm typing to this thread, only I'm still asleep, and then there's another relapse, and then I'm really awake in my bed, and sweaty, and confused, and wondering if I'm really awake or not,
but I don't want to smoke, so I must be awake
, because the only times I find myself wanting smokes are when I'm asleep. So, NOW, I'm here relaying the nightmare, and I'm pretty sure I AM awake this time,
and I'm positive I'm still smoke free after 7 months...