by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:08
Forum:
Topic: Gold X 3 + 3 days!!!
Replies: 9
Views: 0

Gold X 3 + 3 days!!!

Wow...Lisa awesome!
Congrats on three years!!!!!!!!!
Tracy
2 yrs free
by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:08
Forum: Milestones
Topic: Gold X 3 + 3 days!!!
Replies: 10
Views: 150

Gold X 3 + 3 days!!!

Wow...Lisa awesome!
Congrats on three years!!!!!!!!!
Tracy
2 yrs free
by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:08
Forum: The Message Board
Topic: Gold X 3 + 3 days!!!
Replies: 10
Views: 75

Gold X 3 + 3 days!!!

Wow...Lisa awesome!
Congrats on three years!!!!!!!!!
Tracy
2 yrs free
by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:05
Forum:
Topic: Double GOLD :) Life is precious
Replies: 16
Views: 0

Double GOLD :) Life is precious

<r>Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for all your wonderful posts! I really am touched! Just wanted to say i could have NEVER done this without Freedom! Noni was and continues to be an inspiration to me....her story touched me deeply...I still think of her from time to time!! <br/> Thank you Freedom <...
by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:05
Forum:
Topic: Double GOLD :) Life is precious
Replies: 16
Views: 0

Double GOLD :) Life is precious

<r>Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for all your wonderful posts! I really am touched! Just wanted to say i could have NEVER done this without Freedom! Noni was and continues to be an inspiration to me....her story touched me deeply...I still think of her from time to time!! <br/> Thank you Freedom <...
by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:05
Forum: The Message Board
Topic: Double GOLD :) Life is precious
Replies: 17
Views: 129

Double GOLD :) Life is precious

<r>Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for all your wonderful posts! I really am touched! Just wanted to say i could have NEVER done this without Freedom! Noni was and continues to be an inspiration to me....her story touched me deeply...I still think of her from time to time!! <br/> Thank you Freedom <...
by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:05
Forum:
Topic: Double GOLD :) Life is precious
Replies: 16
Views: 0

Double GOLD :) Life is precious

<r>Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for all your wonderful posts! I really am touched! Just wanted to say i could have NEVER done this without Freedom! Noni was and continues to be an inspiration to me....her story touched me deeply...I still think of her from time to time!! <br/> Thank you Freedom <...
by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:05
Forum:
Topic: Double GOLD :) Life is precious
Replies: 16
Views: 0

Double GOLD :) Life is precious

<r>Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for all your wonderful posts! I really am touched! Just wanted to say i could have NEVER done this without Freedom! Noni was and continues to be an inspiration to me....her story touched me deeply...I still think of her from time to time!! <br/> Thank you Freedom <...
by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:05
Forum:
Topic: Double GOLD :) Life is precious
Replies: 16
Views: 0

Double GOLD :) Life is precious

<r>Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for all your wonderful posts! I really am touched! Just wanted to say i could have NEVER done this without Freedom! Noni was and continues to be an inspiration to me....her story touched me deeply...I still think of her from time to time!! <br/> Thank you Freedom <...
by Blue1451
02 Apr 2008, 12:05
Forum: General
Topic: Double GOLD :) Life is precious
Replies: 17
Views: 248

Double GOLD :) Life is precious

<r>Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for all your wonderful posts! I really am touched! Just wanted to say i could have NEVER done this without Freedom! Noni was and continues to be an inspiration to me....her story touched me deeply...I still think of her from time to time!! <br/> Thank you Freedom <...
by Blue1451
27 Mar 2008, 00:09
Forum: General
Topic: Double GOLD :) Life is precious
Replies: 17
Views: 248

Double GOLD :) Life is precious

<t>Today I sit back and celebrate two years smoke free and what a great feeling it is!!!!!!!!!!!!! <br/> I won't lie...I struggled..for awhile..and at times it was just pure determination that got me through a moment. THe moments always past...always...ntap ntap is something i repeated a thousand ti...
by Blue1451
27 Mar 2008, 00:09
Forum: The Message Board
Topic: Double GOLD :) Life is precious
Replies: 17
Views: 129

Double GOLD :) Life is precious

<t>Today I sit back and celebrate two years smoke free and what a great feeling it is!!!!!!!!!!!!! <br/> I won't lie...I struggled..for awhile..and at times it was just pure determination that got me through a moment. THe moments always past...always...ntap ntap is something i repeated a thousand ti...
by Blue1451
16 Dec 2007, 01:54
Forum: General
Topic: Hey NEWBIES!
Replies: 2
Views: 94

Hey NEWBIES!

<t>Just wanted to pop in and tell you...FREEDOM IS SOOO WONDERFUL! <br/> In all honesty..in the beginning...I had a difficult time, but i took baby steps..educated myself and followed the one simple rule...ntap! I never thought i would reach a point of complete comfort EVER...i smoked for over half ...
by Blue1451
16 Dec 2007, 01:54
Forum: Encouragement/Support
Topic: Hey NEWBIES!
Replies: 5
Views: 2.6K

Hey NEWBIES!

<t>Just wanted to pop in and tell you...FREEDOM IS SOOO WONDERFUL! <br/> In all honesty..in the beginning...I had a difficult time, but i took baby steps..educated myself and followed the one simple rule...ntap! I never thought i would reach a point of complete comfort EVER...i smoked for over half ...
by Blue1451
15 Dec 2007, 13:46
Forum: Encouragement/Support
Topic: Life goes on
Replies: 4
Views: 702

Life goes on

<t>Dave..do i hear you loud and clear... <br/> I've been free for a year and half..yes..i'm GOld...and dam proud of it... <br/> stresses within that year... <br/> dog died (best friend in the whole world) <br/> father in law died <br/> mother in law died 19 days later (planned two funerals within on...
by Blue1451
15 Dec 2007, 13:46
Forum:
Topic: Life goes on
Replies: 3
Views: 0

Life goes on

<t>Dave..do i hear you loud and clear... <br/> I've been free for a year and half..yes..i'm GOld...and dam proud of it... <br/> stresses within that year... <br/> dog died (best friend in the whole world) <br/> father in law died <br/> mother in law died 19 days later (planned two funerals within on...
by Blue1451
15 Dec 2007, 13:46
Forum:
Topic: Life goes on
Replies: 3
Views: 0

Life goes on

<t>Dave..do i hear you loud and clear... <br/> I've been free for a year and half..yes..i'm GOld...and dam proud of it... <br/> stresses within that year... <br/> dog died (best friend in the whole world) <br/> father in law died <br/> mother in law died 19 days later (planned two funerals within on...
by Blue1451
15 Dec 2007, 13:46
Forum:
Topic: Life goes on
Replies: 3
Views: 0

Life goes on

<t>Dave..do i hear you loud and clear... <br/> I've been free for a year and half..yes..i'm GOld...and dam proud of it... <br/> stresses within that year... <br/> dog died (best friend in the whole world) <br/> father in law died <br/> mother in law died 19 days later (planned two funerals within on...
by Blue1451
15 Dec 2007, 13:46
Forum:
Topic: Life goes on
Replies: 3
Views: 0

Life goes on

<t>Dave..do i hear you loud and clear... <br/> I've been free for a year and half..yes..i'm GOld...and dam proud of it... <br/> stresses within that year... <br/> dog died (best friend in the whole world) <br/> father in law died <br/> mother in law died 19 days later (planned two funerals within on...
by Blue1451
15 Dec 2007, 13:46
Forum: General
Topic: Life goes on
Replies: 4
Views: 13

Life goes on

<t>Dave..do i hear you loud and clear... <br/> I've been free for a year and half..yes..i'm GOld...and dam proud of it... <br/> stresses within that year... <br/> dog died (best friend in the whole world) <br/> father in law died <br/> mother in law died 19 days later (planned two funerals within on...
by Blue1451
15 Dec 2007, 13:46
Forum:
Topic: Life goes on
Replies: 3
Views: 0

Life goes on

<t>Dave..do i hear you loud and clear... <br/> I've been free for a year and half..yes..i'm GOld...and dam proud of it... <br/> stresses within that year... <br/> dog died (best friend in the whole world) <br/> father in law died <br/> mother in law died 19 days later (planned two funerals within on...
by Blue1451
19 Nov 2007, 02:23
Forum: Emotions
Topic: I think its emotional loss???Not sure
Replies: 46
Views: 3.3K

I think its emotional loss???Not sure

<t>I don't have time to read all the posts you recieved...but honest...it will end..your body is healing from all the years of abuse..it takes time....it's not your kids or anyone fault!! get a punching bag..or journal your feeling...just ntap!!!!! IT'S EVIL. <br/> clean and free one and half years!...
by Blue1451
19 Nov 2007, 02:23
Forum: Emotional Loss
Topic: I think its emotional loss???Not sure
Replies: 46
Views: 2.3K

I think its emotional loss???Not sure

<t>I don't have time to read all the posts you recieved...but honest...it will end..your body is healing from all the years of abuse..it takes time....it's not your kids or anyone fault!! get a punching bag..or journal your feeling...just ntap!!!!! IT'S EVIL. <br/> clean and free one and half years!...
by Blue1451
19 Nov 2007, 02:23
Forum:
Topic: I think its emotional loss???Not sure
Replies: 45
Views: 0

I think its emotional loss???Not sure

<t>I don't have time to read all the posts you recieved...but honest...it will end..your body is healing from all the years of abuse..it takes time....it's not your kids or anyone fault!! get a punching bag..or journal your feeling...just ntap!!!!! IT'S EVIL. <br/> clean and free one and half years!...
by Blue1451
31 Oct 2007, 02:46
Forum:
Topic: The dreaded doctor call..
Replies: 41
Views: 0

The dreaded doctor call..

<t>hi <br/> can't type well but wanted to update.. <br/> had surgery... craniotomy to clip the annie Oct 10. <br/> they had to use two clips. neuro surgeon said it was good we got to it cause it was very thin walled! <br/> during surgery had stroke, can barely move left side of body...it'll be three...