You wrote: it makes me wonder why I liked sucking it into my lungs so much.
Exactly what I used to ask myself. It's what my daughter used to ask me on a regular basis.
The answer is simple: We liked it so much because it delivered the drug nicotine that we became physically addicted to.
Cigarettes, patches, dip, chew..they are all nicotine delivery devices.
Congratulations on choosing freedom.
No nicotine today, one day at a time.
Free and healing and smelling it all
for three years, eight months, one week, three days