Fear of Success


August 28th, 2010, 4:10 pm #11

A ridiculous confession: One of my lead fears was that I'd succeed in quitting...meet a beautiful woman who smoked like a fiend...and have to start smoking again rather than to lose her! Today any woman who smokes like a fiend is no longer on my radar except as an object of pity. And I have nothing but fond memories of all the lovely women who may have liked much about me--but passed on the stink of the smoke.