Be Prepared: those we love are destined to die

Rickgoldx5
Rickgoldx5

May 8th, 2004, 12:53 am #31

I'm bringing this up for my Mother. She died on mothers day 1996.
Her story is on the wall in june 2003.
Rick
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John (Gold)
John (Gold)

January 8th, 2005, 12:30 am #32

 

Over a two year period Freedom was blessed in seeing true courage in action. We developed a deep admiration, respect and/or love for Kim and then came Kelly's devistating news that she'd left us. Although the sting was deep I doubt any of us thought for a second of using her passing as our mind's excuse for relapse. Just one more invaluable lesson from a most amazing woman. We miss you Kim!
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BillW Gold.ffn
BillW Gold.ffn

February 19th, 2005, 3:27 am #33

for Harlow Cat, with all our condolences.

BillW
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John (Gold)
John (Gold)

April 15th, 2005, 9:42 am #34


Hundreds and hundreds of Freedom members have lost immediate family, including all of the managers. It is the most horrific and devastating experience that most will likely ever know. But the loss of the life that we may have loved most is never a legitimate reason to surrender our freedom and health. It certainly isn't what they would have wanted.
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enjoyinglifeJamie
enjoyinglifeJamie

March 2nd, 2006, 10:34 pm #35

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BillW Gold.ffn
BillW Gold.ffn

September 16th, 2006, 3:13 am #36

for someone who might draw strength from this today......

BillW
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Joel
Joel

November 2nd, 2006, 2:39 am #37

I meant to attach this link to as string that is now closed down for posting.
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Roger (Gold)
Roger (Gold)

February 18th, 2007, 2:45 am #38

 So often our lives can be an uphill struggle. These days, so many of us experience it in our personal lives as well as our virtual lives. I wrote the following thread after the loss of my Mother.

Journey beyond comfort



John Shared his personal loss with us as well by creating this thread.













Many of us allowed Kim to enter our hearts. She then shared herself & journey so freely with us. So many of us had a peice of our heart die with her when her sister Kelly broke the news of her passing. We shared in real time her message and struggle.

 Kim's Journey



We can't choose the time when we lose a loved one to life's natural cycle, but we can choose to keep a deadly drug from entering our blood serum.

One day at a time, You can if you think you can!

Roger

5 Years Golden
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JoeJFree Gold
JoeJFree Gold

June 9th, 2007, 5:44 pm #39

From a Prior Post:


We can't choose the time when we lose a loved one to life's natural cycle, but we can choose to keep a deadly drug from entering our blood serum.

One day at a time, You can if you think you can!
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JoeJFree Gold
JoeJFree Gold

February 4th, 2008, 6:41 am #40

From: JoeJFree-Gold- Sent: 6/9/2007 5:44 AM
From a Prior Post:


We can't choose the time when we lose a loved one to life's natural cycle, but we can choose to keep a deadly drug from entering our blood serum.

One day at a time, You can if you think you can!

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Dave
Dave

February 4th, 2008, 7:56 am #41

John

What a great post.

Unfortunately , I have had this happen, since being a non smoker.

Two deaths.

One on December 10th. 2007 Father in law.

One on December 31st 2007 Step Father.

This day 12/31/07 is also my quit date! one year! Wasn't as happy as I'd hoped.

I did feel prepared. I have spent the year , being aware of triggers, and I believe it got me through.

My quit is too important. I also believe the two great guys I lost, would have been crushed, seeing me start smoking. They were both soo proud of me.

I could have smoked, believe me! But they would still be gone. What would that have helped?

One interesting side note. While in Kentucky for one of the Funerals. We walked in the mortuary, and the smell of smoke could have knocked you down.
I live in Colorado, where you can't smoke in public places , (except airport bars) It's really strange to see states, that still allow smoking inside.

I pray I'll always be shocked at the smell!

Dave
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Thank GOD !
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Ilona
Ilona

June 7th, 2008, 3:27 am #42

John, thank you for addressing an issue that crosses all of our minds but that is sometimes difficult to talk about. I haven't lost anyone yet as an ex-smoker either but I have wondered about whether I would reach for nicotine if one of my children died. It shows you how nicotine addiction poses as a fix for despair. I say "poses" because, in reality, it is only creating the illusion of relief from despair caused by withdrawal... Unfortunately, grief also triggers loss of interest in oneself and one's own health. It's too bad, because this interest is bound to return as one heals from grief the natural way.

There is no good reason to stop quitting.

Ilona
(81 days)
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John (Gold)
John (Gold)

June 7th, 2008, 4:22 am #43

It is horrible for any mother or father to think about the loss of a child but should the  mind ever contemplate this horrific nightmare, let it do so still free and in charge. Ilona, Wednesday morning I received a nightmare phone call that my closest friend had died in her sleep at age 50. I'm still hoping this is some bad dream and I'll awaken soon and together we'll have a chuckle over it.

You may find this hard to believe but seeing this thread again was the very first time since learning of Harriet's passing 54 hours ago that the "thought" of smoking has entered this brain. Even now it isn't a "thought" of me smoking but my sincere hope that when life visits death upon each of you, and it will, that the insanity of adding active drug addiction to your grief will be as clear as it is to me. There was always only one rule ... no nicotine today!

Breathe deep, hug hard, live long,

John (Gold x9)
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eriley1
eriley1

June 7th, 2008, 8:53 am #44

I just got word my ex-mother in law died. We don't have enough time nor energy for me to type why my x-in laws are very near and dear to my heart. Trust me, I call him every night as she has been ill and in a nursing home. The x-father in law and I are close buddies. It's taken many years for this to happen. I am very sorry she has passed, she had a major stroke 14 years ago than another stroke last night. Bottom line is, after several emotionally charged conversations with family members and after hearing of her passing, I didn't even think of a nicotine feed. I got off the phone & started talking about it to my hubby and went, Oh my gosh, I didn't even think of a smoke....funny how it just sneaks up on you and the craves do go away. Tho the thunderstorms this afternoon did bring on a short crave....but very short....thanks for the rant, Jenna.....free for almost 27 days tonight at 11pm. yahoo.....!
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