Deborah Kate wrote:^enjoy it, Ongo - enjoy the thrill of sexy feelings connecting you with something fundamental and wonderful deep inside you, natural and healthy, but often thwarted and repressed. xx
For a long time I did repress any feelings even remotely related to crossdreaming. I've been wondering lately what might have happened if I had more information in my formative years and been raised in an environment where the "traditional" gender roles were not so set. It really doesn't matter now, as I simply am where I am. OK, back to the shoes :)
boot, boots, i like boots. lovely oh so feminine boots, all elegant and delicate and sexy, oh yes, but it's the ones that combine a definite feminine character with a firmness and strength that give me a particular feeling. the boots ground the wearer, connecting her to the earth via her femininity. that's what i envy and yearn for, that connectedness through gender and the fundamental confidence it instills.