Early memories when I knew and my journey now

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Early memories when I knew and my journey now

jessiemal
Joined: 13 Sep 2017, 21:54

16 Sep 2017, 03:59 #1

I remember the first memories when I knew I was really female.I was a child at the time and the feelings were there at the age of 5.Remember when watching my mom do her make up.It was even looking through the women's clothing catalogs she got in the mail.I felt very miserable through my life and things got even worse 5 years ago.It all started when my ex wife knew there was something going on with me and found my stash of women's clothing one day.Told her I see myself as a woman.Her reaction was saying I am confused and left.Came back with an U haul truck the next day,getting her things out and said could not stayed married to me.I pleaded to her to work things out and said no.It ended in divorce.After the divorce was final,I had to live as the true me.It was after coming out to my family and they accepted it right away.They knew I was in the closet about it and I started living and dressing as female after that.Much happier now and have my life back.Also I met my soulmate whom understands 5 years ago and it was 2 months after the divorce was final.His name is Trevor and we have been married for 3 years.He is transgendered as well,a FTM living and dressing as male.Taught me I had to come out about it and be myself.I listened to him and glad he is in my life
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Karen
Joined: 19 Nov 2015, 13:43

19 Sep 2017, 03:36 #2

Glad it worked out so well in the end, congrats!
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jessiemal
Joined: 13 Sep 2017, 21:54

20 Sep 2017, 23:49 #3

Thanks and my family likes Trevor.Said he has made my life easier.Trevor's life was miserable as well,felt he was not ment to be born a girl feeling he should of been born a boy
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