April's Journal

A place to discuss personal experiences with crossdreaming
April
Joined: 17 Nov 2015, 16:32

02 Aug 2016, 00:27 #41

Living the edge seems to my main theme lately.



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swedishgirl
Joined: 11 May 2016, 15:06

16 Aug 2016, 16:58 #42

Rockin April
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What a change! :o You are gorgeous! :)
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April
Joined: 17 Nov 2015, 16:32

17 Aug 2016, 18:14 #43

Thanks SwedishGirl, you are very kind. I struggle judging my presentation these days. I can look at a picture of me one day, and think I look amazing, and then the next day look at the same picture, and think I look awful.
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April
Joined: 17 Nov 2015, 16:32

30 Aug 2016, 15:46 #44

I ran into some old friends recently who hadn't seen me in 3 to 4 months. They all said that I have changed dramatically in that time, both physically and in personality. My mannerisms and movements in particular seemed very feminine to them. I can't say I have consciously worked on anything in that regard, so I suspect this is just a matter of me getting more comfortable with my emerging body. Physically, the biggest change seems to involve my lower hip and and upper thigh area getting very curvy, but this has been somewhat asymmetrical with the left side way ahead of the right. I am looking forward to the day that I can look really sexy in tight jeans.

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April
Joined: 17 Nov 2015, 16:32

31 Aug 2016, 16:40 #45

In a continuation of my comments yesterday, I am seeing something very different in my most recent videos and pictures. It isn't so much a change in my physical appearance, as an attitude that comes across with ease. I think I have finally found my girl mojo.

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April
Joined: 17 Nov 2015, 16:32

22 Sep 2016, 17:32 #46

Picture analysis software on two different websites says that I look remarkably like Harry Potter author, JK Rowling. Frankly, I don't see it. I think we have very different shaped heads, and very different chins. But if, (God forbid), something bad happens to JK, I'm showing up when the will is read.Imagine the National Enquirer headline: "JK's: secret party monster trans sister".

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April
Joined: 17 Nov 2015, 16:32

04 Oct 2016, 23:57 #47

I has some botox done, which is the first real cosmetic facial procedure I have done in my transition. It's a work in progress that will involve more treatments over the next 6 months. I had the chin worked on this time.

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April
Joined: 17 Nov 2015, 16:32

05 Oct 2016, 05:02 #48

This is not my best dancing as of late, but I love this video because it really shows the joy experience from dancing.

April Dances to "Manic Monday"
[url]http://www.youtube.com/v/A6NPQ9JN0L0&ve ... tube_gdata
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April
Joined: 17 Nov 2015, 16:32

22 Oct 2016, 15:40 #50

It’s been a long time since I showed my real hair here. It’s still too thin on top to wear without some sort of cover, but it has grown out and become much fuller. In the day time, I often go out with either just a hat or a head wrap. But when I go out at night, I always where my longer blond wig. My hair is very much integrated with my feminine identity.


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My super diva hair
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