I hope today was better. When does your clinic want you to have your blood test..it will be 10 days tomorrow right or is that 11...I never know if they count the transfer day as day one...or not...regardless you are getting close to knowing. How are you feeling physically and emotionally today.
If it is too much to reply...because I know there is a lot of emotion going on in the 2 wks...just know I'm thinking of you. All shall be well, all is well.
Here's a big hug from me to you.
Made the decision I could not go any longer without semi-serious exercise - with DD#1 I was so desperate for it to work, and I didn't want to ever have to look back and think "Maybe I shouldn't have ..." so I didn't do anything except gentle walking for the entire first trimester -
With DD#2 I took off the first 6 weeks -
Just can't do that again, I am too dependent on my morning (sometimes afternoon) endorphin fix to keep my head on straight -
So I got on my trusty stationary bike in the AM and rode (not too hard but enough to clear out my pipes for a while) to my "70s Workout" CD - particularly enjoyed "American Pie" though I had to laugh to think that my inspirational workout music is from **40 YEARS AGO**
I think its OK - it has to be OK - I have to do this - not good for anybody in the family for me to be as nutty as I was 2 days ago - so, I will use my bike, go back to walking across town with the girls, and go back to swimming once a week as soon as I get the OK - if I were 26 or 36 I wouldn't think twice about doing these things, I don't want to be a PG old lady who has to tiptoe around and hold her breath, you know what I mean? I'm going to live the way that I know works for us and whatever was meant to be, will be -
Thanks for asking! See you tomorrow!