"I love you too, and I would fight for you, but I can do anything from here." He said as he looked back at the forge. "All I can do is make more weapons, to kill that madman. Because as long as he is alive I will never see Felicia or our child again." He was still hung up on Felicia. She was his first love and it cut him yo his core that she never loved him back, that his feelings were never returned. Then there was an anger and hatred that was born for the man that Felicia's heart belonged to, second only to the hate he felt towards his grandfather.
He needed Tsuda, more than he knew. He needed that love, that support to get rid of that lonely feeling, to replace the feeling that he had been abandoned again. That part of him that was lost when he originally was put into this place had now been overshadowed by the idea that his feelings for Felicia never mattered to her, that she saw him more as someone that took advantage of her than a possible love interest. It had made him feel worse than garbage and even now it still tore through him.