It's almost time! (lots of stuff mentioned: cancer, death, dating, failed cycles, hope!)

It's almost time! (lots of stuff mentioned: cancer, death, dating, failed cycles, hope!)

Joined: July 4th, 2011, 3:21 am

April 24th, 2012, 7:48 pm #1

I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little

Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.

While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)

My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more

Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.

I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!

And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!

Thanks for listening

((Hugs)) to each of you!

CL


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Denise
Denise

April 24th, 2012, 8:03 pm #2

You sound so happy, and at peace good luck on the road ahead werever it takes you..
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April 24th, 2012, 8:19 pm #3

I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little

Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.

While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)

My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more

Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.

I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!

And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!

Thanks for listening

((Hugs)) to each of you!

CL


It's so interesting how life twists and turns.

Good luck and I will be thinking positive happy thoughts for you.

Sam
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thesameboat
thesameboat

April 24th, 2012, 8:24 pm #4

I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little

Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.

While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)

My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more

Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.

I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!

And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!

Thanks for listening

((Hugs)) to each of you!

CL


All of it! And I wish you the best of luck!
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Joined: August 17th, 2005, 11:44 pm

April 24th, 2012, 8:40 pm #5

I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little

Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.

While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)

My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more

Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.

I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!

And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!

Thanks for listening

((Hugs)) to each of you!

CL


romance.
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demomone
demomone

April 24th, 2012, 8:51 pm #6

I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little

Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.

While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)

My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more

Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.

I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!

And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!

Thanks for listening

((Hugs)) to each of you!

CL


hope all goes smoothly.
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Joined: February 23rd, 2012, 7:57 am

April 24th, 2012, 9:27 pm #7

I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little

Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.

While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)

My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more

Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.

I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!

And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!

Thanks for listening

((Hugs)) to each of you!

CL


You really sound like you are going into this with your eyes open and it also sounds like you will have support while you are there, regardless of whether you are telling them all or not.

My fingers are crossed for you with this cycle and may we hear more OT news regarding your potential date!

Best of luck!
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Mrs. M
Mrs. M

April 24th, 2012, 11:32 pm #8

I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little

Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.

While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)

My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more

Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.

I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!

And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!

Thanks for listening

((Hugs)) to each of you!

CL


I hope you have a great transfer and a wonderful visit with your friends! Praying that your dreams come true!
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Violet
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April 25th, 2012, 1:38 am #9

I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little

Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.

While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)

My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more

Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.

I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!

And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!

Thanks for listening

((Hugs)) to each of you!

CL


You deserve all the good that comes your way.
Violet
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Joined: December 2nd, 2005, 3:49 pm

April 25th, 2012, 3:04 am #10

I am so excited! About everything! I just need to gush a little

Tomorrow I get to fly to the city where my clinic is for FET on Thursday. I have such a positive feeling this cycle a peaceful calm instead of the emotional storm of the previous 2 cycles. I also know, that however it turns out, Ill be fine.

While I am there I get to see an old girl friend I havent seen in 20 years. Then I will have FET and chill out in a very nice hotel for a couple of days (aaahhh room service, reading and movies!)

My late husbands best friend growing up is going to be in the vicinity while Im there so I extended my stay a couple of days - so we are going to hang out for a few days. He has been the most supportive friend to me since I lost my DH and is the only person (off this wonderful board) Ive shared this whole IF DE story/saga with. He used to call me about once every other week to check on me, but over the last couple of months, weve talked more and more

Im not sure if we are hanging out as just friends or if this is date - but Ive come to realize that I wouldnt mind if its a date. He lost his wife to cancer several years ago.

I have finally started to heal and feel again I was numb for a long time While I still miss my late DH each and every day (and talk to him and pray for him everyday), Im feeling hope and joy. The sunshine is finding its way into windows of my soul again!

And, to top it all off, I sold my house after only being on the market for 5 days!

Thanks for listening

((Hugs)) to each of you!

CL


You truly deserve this happiness and calm and I wish you oodles of baby dust this cycle!
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